Orca's Ocean

HELLLO

2005-12-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hi every1 i'm in china right now in the computer class. I stole one of the computers and am wrtiting this now.haha

We are having a good time tho it is super cold right here. Snowed on the second day...Hope there is more.

I got mobbed when i played guitar in the school yard and everyone here was mobbed as the students want our autograph.

Steff says she rocks. I dun think so.

bye bye

2005-12-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Leaving for missions on Sunday 4th Dec. Flight CZ 354G, from Singapore to Guangzhou, departs at 2.
Want send the whole mission team of? Be at terminal 1 by 12...

Be back on Sunday, 18th Dec, flight CZ 353 from Guangzhou to S'pore. Reach S'pore around 1.05pm
Be there to fetch us/welcome us back/pick up our remains.

Thanks.

Gdnite

2005-11-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

Got a job the pay ok not so bad earned 40 in one day carrying veggies and big bottles of oil which no one will buy.

29 days to missions. Pray nothing will hinder us from what God wants us to do.

I have to live as a living testimony to others for Jesus my Saviour.

If you think I am acting in a not so nice manner please tell me to my face. No need to gossip about it. Thanks.Not saying anyone is gossiping about me.

Trying hard to improve my guitar skills. Seeking help from Mr Wieky Joe who is willing to teach me. Thanks man.

Exercising regularly. Run swim all got do.

Abrasions hurt bad.

Not gonna retain

2005-10-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

Exams are over.
I'm not retaining.
Yeehaa

Haven blog in a long time I was beesee.
Had lotsa fun things going on. Mad when you are with Bryan Chan

I am growing a lot spiritually i can tell.

Satan get out of my life and shoo to the place where you are cast out to.
We fight FROM VICTORY. Not FOR VICTORY.

Resist the devil and he will flee from you.

Someone is coming back soon.

Look at all the earthquakes hurricanes disasters freaky weather.

Someone is coming back soon.

Come Lord Jesus.

Cheng sweats buckets

2005-09-20T08:18:00.000+08:00

Mr Cheng is teaching geography now, and I just cant listen to him, which does not matter much since he is talking about Disneyland: Hongkong.

I shall try to take a nap later during his other lesson after recess. I want to eat stingray for recess and have a big cup of milo. Mrs Neo is in front of me, and sad to say, she'll disapprove of what I am doing right now.

God's Given Gift

2005-09-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

Wah so fast Sept holidays already...But i must say lotsa things happened during this period of time...

I had lotsa fun during this time, especially when going out with friends, and even mroe fun when going out with God's Given Gift...I must be talking in CODE, it's a conspiracy! Keep thinking that way, and you'll be on the right track.

If God gave you someone and He meant for something to happen what should be done? God's mighty plan will be revealed in due time. But in the same time, you think you're losing control, you're unsure, you're so sure of your decisions, but yet unsure of anything at all...It is really hard to imagine that what is going on every second, every hour, every day passing by is part of God's plan. He is using every single moment to unfold His plan, and whatever happens actually is with accordance to what He intends to happen... This I understand. When I'm unsure, when someone is unsure, when there is uncertainty, the only thing I can be certain about is that God is making it happen, and He is absolutely certain of His plan, which will come to be known at some point of time.

If you don't get what I mean, read it more than once...

I'm having real fun with Guitty, which is the name for my new electric guitar...

Guitty is loud and heavy, nice and hard, painful and excellent and b-e-au-tiful.

Multiply that a 100 times, and you get God's Given Gift. Code again.

Someone once said this:"
iF lIving DoWn at the beach with a Tv and spEcial YOghurts could mAke manY DrEaDfully Delirious?"

What does it mean?

Job

2005-08-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

Many thing happen in the 3 week so.

I bought Wieky's electric guitar for $200 + amp + sling + bag

I need money, so i got some job at the Expo. Some Terrace Cafe, $4 and hour not bad...I go chiong earn money support my missions trip.

2005-08-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

I want to sleep i got no time to update i want to sleep i want to buy more airguns i want to sleep i want to eat mcspicy double i want to sleep i want to write random thoughts in my mind i want to sleep

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2005-07-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Very long never update. No time.

Blessed are those who can find time in the afternoon for naps

Nothing else to say.

Zzzz

2005-07-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

Now in com lab for maths lesson, I have been very busy these past few days, and I have not gotten enough sleep. I am super tired from NCC Day Rehersal which is totally ridiculus being held on a sunday. We have to report so early just to draw our rifles and we end up starting the rehersal in the afternooon.

Sucks

School is going on well, Mr Cheng is as loud as ever, I am sleepy as ever. Jeannette brought guitar to class and we all have fun during recess pluging it into the sound system and creating a lot of noise.

I can't wait till the day I get to sleep for 14 hours.

Term 3

2005-07-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

School has started, I need sleep.

I want to sleep, but I cannot sleep, everytime I want to nap something stops me from doing it. Guess the only place to nap is at night.

Found a new cheap form of entertainment, L A N.

There is something rather fun about shooting all your friends and watching the blood splatter...OOOO
At least gets my 2 bucks worth

Went to watch Initial D with Bryan Jared Ian and Ben. Super nice esp when they drift. Jay Chou super slack, drive car also can put one hand and slack and race. Kinda reminds me of Denice, the hair, the mode of talking all the same one. Whale Gang Leader and Jay Chou must be related somehow.

I want to sleep lar. Studies good, nothing much yet. Fell asleep many times in Mr Cheng lesson, but he does not seem to notice. He too enthu for teaching.

This weekend is not going to get any better. Got stupid cross country which means waking up early on saturday. And on sunday there is the NCC day rehersal means waking up early means no sleep means terrible week means it sucks.

Have to enjoy on friday and saturday to the best, then suffer for the week. Sian.

Poh Chai Yin pills, 3 for $10. Who want?

June sucks

2005-06-21T00:47:00.000+08:00

Wah so fast the holidays are going to be over and I have not enjoyed myself one single bit.

Have not gone to any movie so far, have not even gone for a movie, nor really have a day hanging out with friends. This sucks big time lar...

I had YM Camp which totally rocked with lotsa fun games and I got tortured which was rather fun too. Cant wait for next year. If i wanted to elaborate on it, it would be 3000 words at least, so guess cant do it now.

After YM camp, I went home for 30 hours and left for NCC HQ for an overnight stay and the next day set of for Mt Ophir in Tangkak, Malaysia. Was a ok trip, first night there slept in a RESORT with a WORKING TOILET and REAL BEDS and AIR CON. Wow.

Trekked up the 64th highest mountain in Malaysia, 6th hardest to climb and set up base camp at 2000 something feet. Slept in tents, bathed in the icy cold river and ate cup noodles for every meal. To think some people actually like doing that.

While making our way to the summit, I learnt that trees are an amateur's favorite friend. Grab them if u wanna slip, and your life's saved. Thank u trees.

When we reach the summit, some 4100 somthing feet high up in the middle of nowhere, it was rather small. Very small. You couldnt squeeze many people there. So much for a hard climb.

Went back home hoping for a rest but NO. My father took control of my life COMPLETELY. I could not join the cell for a bowling outing and spent the evening devoted to books, but since my heart wasnt in it, nothing got done.

He woke me up EARLY in the morning just to go to SIM LIM SQUARE to buy a computer monitor. Got back, nagged to study more. Sucks.

Now I am at home, and have to leave in like 4 and a half hours time for Specialist Course Phase 1 till Friday.

4 camps
4 weeks

I dont have a life.
This sucks big time

No more holiday left

2005-06-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Alamak, no more holiday already

So long never update i think die already also no one know.

This few day go back school everyday. Oh yeah Mr Cheng, you owe me teng and hengheng Sakae Sushi better hurry up treat ah.
Got NCC Part A n B camp this 3 days. Go there then they tell me i FS. so last min, but never mind i dun care take then take. End up very the fun, but i tired until sleep 5 min on the road also shiok. Camp fun, but i wan to sleep.

Maybe thats why this post like so short. Summary lar.

Got 3 more camps to go then I think finish will die of exhuastion.

Today go church then hang out with ah pek teach him mutual. His one so easy i wan to kill him.

I wan go sleep liao. Bye

Havoc Episode 1

2005-05-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over. Yeehaa...Celebrate.

It is just so like me and my friends to ask me out even before the last paper began. I want to go home and sleep but Spidey got me into some kind of tangled mess and I ended up with Muddy Shoes. Looks real cool with brown colour, dried up mud and lotsa-time-wasted. Get yours today.

I spent the whole week, every single day at church studying. Was kinda distracting but still can tahan. There was a CNB raid and someone got raided and a reporter kenna clormb. So sad. It is on video now for just $4.95!

Slept at 12 always this past few nights. I had 2 terror subs on wed. Bio and A Maths,studied till 12, then wanted to wake up at 5 am to do but sadly overslept and woke up at 6.17 am. Yay.

Ah pek finally gave me the goods. Waited very long.

So drowsy these few days and have this stoopid irritating sore throat that wont go away. Must get enough sleep lar duh.

Bryan PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE sell my that thing you have on your cupboard top. Looks real nice.

Bobby is big huge humungous and oversized. Grows big in a short time. Wow.

Steady ah.

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Exams are here! AHH!

2005-04-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

The exams are here, hanging at the edge of a cliff, about to fall onto us like Ian seating on a bun.

Guess it is time to stop blogging and start studying, and bring glory to God.

The week went good, fine. But Mr Cheng lost his mind, and gave lots of tests and homework like the molecules in pinch of salt, and to add to that, there was a Chem, Bio, 2 Geog and a Chinese this week...It was actually a good thing, gets us into the mood of studying. Got 17/30 for an Add Maths test, I passed Log! Woohoo...

On thursday, went to NCC HQ for Spec Course briefing where Kitto was as usual joking and being serious at the same time...I think 20 years down the road, Kitto would be the main person in NCC I would remember, he really is a riot.

The weather is getting rather wierd these few days, so extremely HOT... Says in the Bible earth will be reserved for fire...Is this coming true? Dunno, but I know I am safe.

Today went to night study and Ahmad joined us for some happy times...Went to the arcade and had some serious time wasting fun, though something is wrong with me, I was not really hungry...I need a checkup...Woo

Tml there is church, looking forward to it and cell group where we will get a good time of fellowship.

Bible Verses Memorised:

Ephesians 2:8-9 "8)For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith, and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God, 9)not by works, so that no one can boast."
This is the biggest misconception the world has. Everyone thinks they can go to heaven by doing good deed, oh boy have they got it wrong.
Man lying on death bed
"I am going to die soon, I am sure I am going to heaven."
"Why grandpa?"
"I did many good deeds in my life!"
"Cool..."
Man dies
Man soul reaches final resting place
"Is heaven supposed to be HOT and RED?"(Presumed imaged of hell)

Brings me to the next memorised Bible Verse from:

John 14:6 "6)Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me."

You want to go to heaven, you want more to life than what you have now?
Jesus is the answer.
NO ONE CAN GO TO HEAVEN BY GOOD DEEDS!

Some people (You know yourselves) do not want to accept the love of Christ Jesus. Why?
Pride.
They think they can handle it all
They think they are their own god
They think they can challenge Jesus

They thought wrong.

Make Jesus your King, your Friend, your Lord over your life now!
You will never be the same again.

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Bryan's turns 15!

2005-04-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

Back from CS. Had a great time...

My week went ok I guess, but let's turn to LAST week, where it was really really tiring...

First on wed...School was let of early because of Sports Day, and as usual, I did not go, but went out with 3 other rule breaking friends. Turns out we were in big trouble the moment we had the idea was popped in our heads.
Sports Day=School Event
Skip School Event=Play truancy
Play truancy= X Detention
Where X = number of hours the teacher desires to give you
And in this case, X=3 Hours
Detention=3 hours

There we go! Simple maths, summarised for me and for you!

Guess that's God telling me to stop playing and be serious.
Thank You, Lord.

The week went by so fast, ZOOM, it was Saturday. Did not attend cell instead went to Marina with gerald amanda to join the other people for a birthday celebration. Was not really a celebration but a bbq. Me, wai and gerlad were all being splattered by oil and yes, it hurt. But they had chicken wings! So guess that makes up for the splattering.

Drinks at $1.50 X 2
Toilet, lousy, smelly, dirty, no toilet paper at 20 cents

Terrible scrouges...

Went to the arcade with the rest, where we had some fun time, and yeah, I died rather fast too...

Got home at around 12.10 am, mind you, and had to wake up at 9 the next day to go for cell with Gerald and Amanda. Brought my guitar and lugged it around, and had good fun there.

Went to the arcade at around 2 and played Ghost Squad with Gerald, where he died real fast and I got shot while trying to change the firing mode to single...

Went home and slept, but sad to say, just like all the other times, I am still sleepy now, and will sleep for ten minutes if possible.

"Come unto me all who are weary and and burdened and I will give you rest."

"Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it, and it shall be given to you."

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."

The 2 weeks I have been reading the Bible every night and have memorised many verses which I find are very useful in times of doubt, anxiety, fatigue or anything.

Thank God for His Word.

"The Word of God is like a double edged sword."

Chem Lesson

2005-04-25T08:21:00.000+08:00

It's been again rather long since the update, what to do? I am very busy.

Now its Mam lesson and it's very risky to do this during her lesson...

Update it wery soon, maybe when I finally am not sleepy.

Resurrection Power!

2005-04-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

Very long since the previous entry, I just dont have the happy time I once had...

The week has gone by rather well, but the weekdays are just too tiring. What's with the 5 day work week anyway, I dont see it helping, all it does is just to push all the stuff that needs to be done on saturdays to the weekdays.

I can never go home right after school anymore, thanks to CCA or lessons.

On the other hand, God has never been more better to me in this few weeks. He has given me the grace I do not deserve and have kept me safe and alive.

Monday went bowling with Adrianna Jeannette Cass and Kenneth Yong, was very fun but I lost to cass, oh well, cant stand it. She cheated! Hahax...

On wednesday went with Sivan, Yu Heng, Teng and Jamil for a check up. 18 dollars for it and a urine test, kinda ex for urine, guess we are all precious, so funny...zzZZzz...We were all laughing hilariously and teng kiat stank the whole loo up with business number 2, The Big One...

We found an ezlink card and bought 25 cents ice cream for everyone...

Saturday, early morning went to Melissa's huge and beautiful house in Tanah Merah. She had this cute parrot that pooped on Yi Shuan 3 times, cool...We were laughing at this video I made and is highly classified so if you want to see it, call 96690267 and pay 5 bucks.

Left the area at aroudn 12 and went to Bedok, play arcade and went to library with Gerald and Amanda. Helped Gerald with this Advance Wars game and stayed there for 2 and a half hours trying to sleep but cannot , duh.

Went to church at 340 and had a cool time during service with many prayers to help us. The Resurrection Power of Jesus Christ is a power no other religion can offer. We also learned that there is not neutral party. Either you serve God, or you serve satan.

Sadly many support the created rather than the creator, support satan rather than God. Are people that blind, that ignorant, that unwise? Yes.

Sometimes it is hard to accept the harsh truth. That:
You are not your own "god" as someone would put it.
You are not going to heaven becuase of good deeds.
You need Jesus more than you know it.

Your final place is hell if you do not WAKE UP!

Jesus is there to put in what your life lacks. He is like the few missing puzzle pieces in your life, and with Him, you will lack nothing.

God can do without us, other so called "gods" need to be pacified, need to be given food offerings, needed to go through lots of funny stuff.

All these worship do through these unhearing, unfeeling, unseeing, unthinking, unloving idols to satan.

There is not lukewarm, only hot and cold.
There is only left or right.
There is only God or satan.

People can be fanatic about bands or songs or cars, why cant they have that drive for God?
Jesus is waiting for YOU to return to Him, to His kingdom, would you reject him or accept him and return to Him finally?

Jesus Christ is RISEN!

2005-03-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

You lived, You died, You rose again on high
You opened the way, for the world to live again
Hallelujah! For all You've done!

Yes indeed! My Saviour is risen!
JESUS CHRIST IS RISEN!
2000 years or so ago, the King of Heaven was crucified on the cross on a friday. But see this, the King did not stay dead, no He did not. HE ROSE AGAIN AFTER 3 DAYS!

Who is this King? JESUS CHRIST!

I have learnt over 3 day SO much. Everything is a blessing by God.

On friday, BBTC held the Stranger event, where 13 souls were reborn again into the kingdom of heaven. I can tell you, there was a huge party in heaven that day.

Alas, CWH did not accept Jesus Christ. I can feel, see and know that CWH himself is being used by the devil. Here's what happened, never by chance, but by God's will -

Me Gerald Amanda Yish and W met J on friday in White Sands. After which Amanda and Yish left, leaving me Gerald, W and J behind. We went into Mac, and that's when the devil attacked.

We were seated opposite each other. Me and Gerald on one side, W and J on the other. Christian against the unsaved. I asked whether they thought they would go to heaven after they died. No, I do not believe in life after death, W said. Hmmmm...Contradictory. Then W, you believe in ghosts? I see...

That's when I got VERY VERY angry. W and J started cursing, ridiculing, insulting, blespheming and MOCKING God. I do not like that one bit, oh no I absolutely do not like it AT ALL.

YOU DARE INSULT THE KING OF HEAVEN AND EARTH, CREATOR OF EVERYTHING EVEN YOU?

I cannot describe this anger I feel, but Ephesians 4:26 says "In your anger do not sin. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold." I thank the Bible for this verse that gives me great comfort. For your information, W, God will not chop of someone's privates for no reason. God was there on that day looking at YOU and J insulting me and Gerald, calling Christians gay and weak.

You say you would rather win in the middle and lose at the end.
You say you would rather go to hell and pay for your sins than accept the gift of salvation and eternal life.
You say WE are weak?

I say you are being used by the devil.
Some how, the way you say and act make me feel you rather like putting us down, and like being used by the devil.

Here's what I learned on saturday. I tell this to the devil, to satan not anyone, be it satan's puppet or not.

When CHRIST died on the cross, at the very foot of the cross, Jesus DEFEATED Sin, self and Satan. So the ultimate winner is JESUS. Go cry in a corner satan, for you yourself know you are defeated.

Christians have been GIVEN "authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you [Christians]."Luke 10:19

Satan you are already defeated. You cannot win. W read this and understand. You stand on a side where loses are always happening. Christians on the other hand, stand on the side where victory is already won before the battle has begun!

Why, W, why, do you let yourself be a puppet of satan? Why do you persecute christians? Why J, do you go to church and follow what W does? In doing so you are also being used by God to fufil the Word!

Those persecuted because of Jesus Christ WILL be rewarded in heaven! This is the Word of the Bible coming through, and you ignorant people can do nothing about it but continue fufilling the Word!

To Gerald, you have been a Christian for only 2 weeks, and you have endured this attack by satan like a true beliver. Read this:

1 Peter 4:14
"If you are insulted becuase of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests with you."

1 Peter 4:16
"However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name."

Gerald, on that friday. GOD has acknowledged me and you as His children, for we bear that name, the name Christian! Rejoice and praise Him! For we know our place will be heaven after we die.

To W and J, stop your silly and satanic ways, come to the Lord and be saved. We have authority to cast out demons, and that is a promise from Jesus Christ Himself, our King and Saviour.

So W and J, stop being used by satan, stop WILLINGLY let yourself be used. Do not wait till death and regret it, or has the devil gotten to you so much that you WANT to go to hell?

You neeed God!

God wins in the end, not satan.

2005-03-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

From that post in my tagboard, I can thank God, for now I know how much Satan dwells in people out there...

I thank God for the opportunity to tell people in this blog why I know Jesus loves EVERYONE.

God sends His Son Jesus Christ do die for us. If this is not the greatest love, what is it? Foolishness perhaps? Stupidity? You can say that, but no other "gods" will do that. Jesus is God's one and only Son.

You find me someone who is willing to send their Son to die just to forgive the sins of the earth?

To Natas in the tagboard: I feel sad for you. Sad becuase you are far from the truth with the big T. Sad because you have satan in your life so much...I wish I could talk to you about how much Jesus loves you. Perhaps you could leave your number and I will talk to you?

God wins in the end, and satan loses. Yes satan is winning right now, with more than 4 billion people ready to go the hell when they die. But it is prophesised in the Bible that a great multitude no one can number will cry out to God to be avenged. Great multitude means that many have died and gone to heaven and that means many will accept Christ as Saviour!

Jesus loves everyone. He want you to be saved and come into His kingdom. You think He wants to see you in hell? NO!

Satan is ruler of earth, he has been given authority. BUT, God is the King of Heaven AND Earth, so that makes Him superior than satan. :>

You won't understand how Jesus can change you life so much unless you accept Him into your life. I know how Jesus can change a person. I can tell you my life in the past...It aint nice...So Natas, post on the tagboard and I will talk to you if you want?

Jesus loves EVERYONE. Liers, thieves, pushers, prostitutes, gangsters, young, old, anyone and everyone.

When you ask Jesus into your life, you are reborned into the kingdom and are forgiven of your sins of your life. Which "god" can do this?

Accept Jesus Christ, Messiah, Saviour, Redeemer and receive a Love so great no other can give!

Bye Bye March Hols...

2005-03-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Planetshakers came to Singapore and I went to attend the 2nd day concert with some church friends. I tell you, my first concert turned out awesome!

The whole hall was shaking with the people of GOD and I could really feel the presence of Him. There was this time where they asked us to kneel and the whole hall just went on their knees... The whole hall prayed for Singapore and all the unsaved...The sincerity of those prayers were so powerful! When we prayed, we could hear all the voices of the people and the hopes they placed in Christ Jesus.

No other religion has this kind of POWER!
No other religion has this kind of LOVE!
No other religion has this kind of SALVATION!

Listen to this. To those who are not Christians, you have a bondage with Satan due to your sins. Whoever who thinks he can get to heaven by doing good deeds, sorry, you are ABSOLUTELY mistaken.

When Christians try to talk to you about the One and True God, you turn on a deaf ear. That is SATAN in your life. Do not think that satan does not exists. He exists much more than you think he is. But we can take comfort because with the existance of that stupid devil, there is our AWESOME GOD!

God wins the battle in the end. Will the devil win? Yes he will win many souls of the unsaved. That could be YOU!

But we Christians are trying to SAVE you unsaved people. It is amazing how ignorant people get in choosing death over life, satan over God.

I can guarentee you that the bald monk from ren ci will go to hell. Why?

Because JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE! NO ONE CAN GO TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM!

Can idols talk, see, hear, feel, console, love or TAKE AWAY SINS?
Can idols DIE TO FORGIVE, or redeem the condemned?

NO, NO, NO, NO. Not now, not forever, not ever!

Christianity is not just a religion. It is a relationship with God.

Which other religion has such a wonderful present and promises?
Which other religion gives life FREE?
Which other religion has only one TRUE GOD?
Which other religion gives the Son of God for US to be FORGIVEN?

WAKE UP YOU PEOPLE!

You follow the devil not God!
How can there be so many "gods"? Any proof they exist?
You ask : Any proof your God exists?
Absolutely. I stand here to tell and testify that GOD exists more than you know it.
Who created me? God.
Who created the universe? God.
Who created heaven and hell? God.
Who created YOU? God.
Who forgives our sins? God.
Who LOVES us? God.

I look at so many people's msn nicknames...what "I am lonely", or "Kill me", or "Leave me Alone, or "Let me just die".

You need help? You WANT LOVE? You need someone to HOLD?

JESUS PROVIDES!

All you want He gives. The answers to all your problems is JESUS!

Do other "gods" give that? Do they provide an answer to your problems? In fact, do those "gods" even LISTEN to us? NO! But satan listens to your prayers to the "gods" and sometimes, he answers them. Because he answers them, people get more closer to him and worship that disguting foul lousy evil thing.

If you still are reading till this point, then God is already working in your life! Only He can make that conviction to read this entry.

You be chucking this away, calling me mad or siao or lots of bad names, but I tell you, God is in your life right now!

God WANTS you in Heaven.
God WANTS you to know Him.
God WANTS to LOVE you.
God WANTS to FORGIVE you.

Do you want HIM?

March hols are not hols

2005-03-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Tests are finally over, but I will have to worry about the results...AHH...

Down to the main things...

On Saturday we had a really awesome time in Worship and Intercession. We prayde real hard for the salvation of our oikos, whom we will be inviting to the good friday event. In just 7 hours, that prayer was answered. After 4 hours of talk with my real good friend, one of them FINALLY TURNED TO CHRIST! Praise God, thank Jesus!

What a way more to prove that God and Jesus exist!

Because of my friend's finally coming to Christ, I am more resolved to bring more lost ones to Christ, with the help from Christ, The Father and the Holy Spirit.

It is sad to see so many people unsaved. You know they NEED Jesus in their lives yet they do not want Him in their life...

People open birthday/christmas gifts so willingly, and yet they do not open the gift of salvation given to them before their very eyes.

That gift is the greatest one anyone could receive, and no other man can give, except Jesus!

Second most impacting thing this week was the Amazing Race. First time I am taking part and boy was it fun...We went to pasir ris, buried Ben in the sand, went running all around town, went shopping, duck walking, asking for time with a tissue in my mouth, pretending to faint and taking countless train and bus rides.

CFC came in SECOND! Yeah!!! Of course we could have gotten first but we wanted to adhere to the time limit so there was no more time for more activities...Ah well...There's always next year...

These few days I am attending the NCC Gold Wing course...NCC is taking up so much of my time. I had to forsake my family's holiday trip to attend this, I have no more time for myself, I am VERY VERY tired, I fell ill and I wonder, waht is to come if we arn't holding high ranks or posts yet?

I say right here right now. I have signed on to a missions trip to China during the December holidays. Whatever that comes up during that time allocated for the trip I WILL NOT ATTEND. This missions trip is important, becuase you are spreading the Word to people who have not yet heard of Christ, and this is what Christ has commisioned us Christians to do. I pray that I will grow more spiritually, and that God's will be done.

I have only thursday, saturday and sunday to myself...And those days I have activities on so thats the March hols gone...Ah well...What to do?

Taa taa...May God open up your mind and soften your hearts of stone, so that you may come to Christ and be SAVED!

Common Test Week

2005-03-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

Very long havent blogged, I am very busy with many thing...

The week is fine, nothing much happened.

This week is the TCT week, Terrible Common Test...I really hope I pass E Maths, 23 passes only!!! Am I the lucky one? Hope so...

Looking forward to Sat and Sun, get to spend quality time with God, as well as the cell...There's The Amazing Race going on on Sunday, hope we win...

I have been leaving my stuff in school...On Monday it was my pencil box and today it was my CALCULATOR! I've got A Maths tml! How can I revise...Never mind...Try...

The Common tests have been going on and I think I did rather ok. I stayed over at Yu Heng's house yesterday to study biology. We did until 1130 then went to sleep...ZZzzZZ...

Last Saturday, we learned about "Love for the Lost". The speaker was a funny guy, no problem concentrating, it was very fun! The lesson is very important, and it encourages us believers to go harvest.

The season is ripe, the souls are ripe, go harvest...I pray that God will soften the hearts of my friends WAi Hong and Gerald and allow them to come for the Good Friday event and accept Christ as Lord and Saviour...Their families are mainly Buddhist, but I pray that there will be no parental objeactions and that they will not come under attack by the evil one, and cannot make it for the event...

When a soul is saved, Jesus and the angels rejoice. ONE SOUL MATTERS.

It's March already?

2005-03-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

Agh, seems like I can only update this blog once a week or whenever I am free...

The week went fine, I shall skip all boring stuff and get to the fun stuff.

I have been assigned to decorate the NCC Air notice board, and still havent gotten it done, waiting for Teng Kiat to print out the letters.

The tests are coming soon, must work hard...I pray that God will give me the willpower to resist any distractions and keep me focused.

On Saturday, I brought Kenneth Yau to church. Jesus and the angels rejoice whenever a new christian is borned, so let's hope Kenneth will truly accept Jesus as the Messiah and his only Saviour. I have, and will never regret it. To those out there, do not hesitate if your friend calls you along to church. When you accept Christ, your life is totally changed.

On Sunday, I got up early and went to play soccer with the cell. We had lotsa fun, joy and laughter...Haha...Later, went to Long John with Boon and good Gabriel and then went to meet Denise. We went to take 89 to Sengkang to meet Bryan for another time of burn site exploration.

When we got to area, we had to walk very far to get in. We passed under this bridge where some young (13-15 yrs) guys were smoking. What's the deal of smoking? Think it's fun? Well here's what I think: Smoking is for losers who want to be cool. And oh yeah, did I mention? If you want to smoke, just jump of the building or drink acid or better still, kill yourself. Cause smoking kills and it kills the others around you. So unless smokers quit, they had better die sooner cause I am sure those HEALTHY NON SMOKERS cant stand that disgusting smell. Want to kill yourself? Don't drag others done with you.

When we entered the burn site, it began to rain. Light at first, then heavy. My pants, hands and shoes were blackened by the ash and we had trouble finding shelter...We finally made it to this little shelter somewhere after walking to this park near to the site. Bryan had fun with a yellow spider and lost the poor insect later. Oh well.

When the rain lightened, we walked to Hougang mall for a little air con, went to the library and arcade then took 89 home.

I'm very tired still...Looks like it's permenant.

Mon - Sat

2005-02-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

This would be the first time I havent Blogged for so long...I have been very very busy these few days...

Let's skip the last few boring days and start from monday, the 15th...

We had NCC training were we did 90 pumping and 30 + flutter kicks...Shiok...Yeah, maybe I'm sadist..But is good for me...

Tuesday we had to wear our no.3 to school for Total Defence, I had to leave halfway for a Life Science trip to some Life Sciene/Business competition final, just to watch, not do anything much...Pretty boring...I got back some tests and they were horrible! I dedicate nights to work so lesser online stuff...Sad...When we got back from the trip, I went to Challenger to FINALLY buy my MP3 player...YES!

Wednesday, nothing much happened, had this talk on abstinance and that sex is worth waiting for...This is very true, can't understand why so many people get involved in pre-marital sex, is dumb, silly and wrecks your life, silly sods...Skipped a rehersal called for by the school, they told us to late anyway...

Thursday, we had the last rehersal for the Tsunami Play and finally the sec 2 did ok...Ok, not good...So the got tortured by marching round in the sun until Mr Peterson came over to tell us not to train them, leave it for saturday...The sec 2's are lucky Mr Peterson is a good teacher. Went to Challenger with the rest after NCC to check out the MP3 players, everyone of them seem to want one...Cool...

Friday! NCC AIR won the Total Defence COmpetition! Yeah! No gloating, thank God for giving me strength and good leadership. Went to TKGS to watch Phildia's badminton match. Ben embaressed us all...I'll never show my face there again...Agh...

Saturday. We had NCC today, VERY TIRED and exhausted, can't stand it...It was SO HOT! Worship was lovely today...On the way back, me and Bryan saw this big bushfire on a big grass area from Pasir Ris to near Tampines. Could this be a sign that the end is coming? Ever noticed that the disasters happening are happening faster and faster. The Bible says there will be famines, diseases and such. We already had bird flu and SARS, then the tsunami and then today's fire...It's happening soon, but only God knows when...Do you think you will be save when that time comes?

Bye Bye, sleepy and VERY tired...

2005-02-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

Ah, what a great 2 days that I had had...It really was a blessed and fun one...

When I went to the chalet, I was surprised to find so many people there already. Some were going home already...Sad...

When it was getting later, Amanda wanted to give WAi her present and you know that when one likes someone, they fear rejection of gifts, or that their gifts are insignificant to the reciepients...I know how they feel, but the main thing is that you do something FOR GOD.

No gift to God is insignificant. When one's heart is true and faithful to Him, that is the best gift. Even if is something so tiny, God still loves it whole heartedly. He searches the heart.

People on the other hand, being with the world, would evalutate gifts. But it's the main things of being human...

Now when it got later a bit, we went down to Changi Village to get some food stuff to eat. There we saw many hookers and homosexuals.

Now see...God loves everyone, EVERYONE! Those hookers need to make a living, need to survive. Then they do this? Wrong method! Go to God, for He provides and He promises "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you". If those hookers came to God, I can tell you their lives would be changed forever. God is a God of mercy and grace.

When we went to ola Changi Hospital yesterday, Amanda said she saw some ghosts or something. I prayed, and hopefully they were no more.

Jeffrey turned some light on the topic of ghosts.

The end times are nearing, and Satan knows his time is short, so he goes all out to decieve all nations, to get them to his fiery lake of sulphur. He sometimes create illusions or decieves us, for he is a great deciever. He wants US to use unorthodox methods to get rid of these sprits. But in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour, we can cast these creation of Satan back to where they belong, for in the name of Jesus, demons flee!

We must pray also, cause the devil flinches when we do, and the prayer of children are very powerful. In fact any prayer is powerful because you pray to God, through Christ the Messiah, who intercedes for us! Isn't God great! No demon or ghost or apparation can scare me!

This week has passed ok, with me being VERY tired...But running on God's Grace, which lasts longer than any human or anything...

CNY went by well, havent counted the money I got. Need it to buy an MP3 player (Finally, anyway this is the first year I am using the HP money)...But of course money is temporal, so it doesnt really matter much...

Confused...

Thank God for the week.

2005-02-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

Matthew 5:11-12

"Blessed are you when people insult and persecute you and falsely say all kinds of eveil against you because of me.
Rejoice and be glad, becasue great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecute the prophets before you."

Here we have a lovely Bible verse. What it means that when Christians are persecuted, they are blessed, because when we go to heaven, the reward is great.

Therefore to those who have persecuted Christians for their faith to God, you are actually helping them get a great reward in heaven! You are also fufilling the Word of God, because when you persecute, it actually allows this verse to come true, thus making the Bible true.

To believers: Do you persecute your fellow brothers and sisters?
Then repent, because you should help them and encourage them, in fact you should do the same and stand up for those who have been persectued. There is no such thing as being over-devoted to God, save for those mad people who actually harm themselves in the process of worshipping. That itself is sinning.

Today, we had a NCC training session. I had to oversee the tsunami play. It went well but I could tell some were not paying attention and kept doing what I told them not to do.

I fell yesterday and got a mini scrape on my knee, but it makes my left knee hurt when moving, especially when marching. But I got by. I had a minor head pain and for some reason, could not stop being thristy.

I thank God that I had been selected for the Mt Ophir trip during June which is highly prestigous. I wished the whole flight 03 could have gone, I was kinda sad when I saw all the other cadets faces...

Tommorrow I would be going to church, reunion dinner then to WAi's chalet... Hope I get enough rest...I am extremely tired now...

All strength gone, relying on grace of God now.

Are YOU welcoming Satan into your Life?

2005-02-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

I think non-believers will find my blog boring...Full of things about God...I could talk about him forever...Anyway try to open your hearts to God, cause only by that way can you recieve salvation.

On Sun, met the cell for soccer. Had lotsa fun, ate KFC, home, grandma's home...

Monday - Slept at 11 on sunday night...So tired...Teddy missed his bus so i laughed at him... there was quite a lot of homework but is ok...

When i was getting ready to sleep on mon night, I was filled with lotsa stress, pressure, worries and burden. But "Come unto Me all who are weary and I will give you rest." I prayed to God and YES! He lifted all my worries everything that was bothering me away! God is great isn't he?

Earlier on, I had a conference with Gerald and Wai, where I thought of something.

So many people now are willingly inviting the devil into their lives by so many unseen ways...How can this be? In fact, some have no fear for hell...They are too caught up in wordly affairs than to give a bother.

Although some say "Scared hell then accept Christ ah?" To those who say that : Yes even though is it partly because of that, it is also because He died for our sins! We are so much honoured to be able to serve God, creator of Heavens and earth and us. To dedicate my life to Him is far better than the many who dedicate THEIRS to the devil...

To those unbelievers, try to open your hearts to God and if your friends try to ask you to go to church give it try, it will change your life for the better. I am sure you will be happy in serving the Risen King!

I spent monday night thinking so much about God, but it is worth it. Could think of Him forever but I needed sleep :)

I woke up at 4, thought I was late for school got dressed looked at my phone. 4.15...Fell back to the bed and slept for an hour...Bliss...

Had a NCC Air rehersal today after school for Total Defence Day. The sec 2 were very rowdy and not paying attention and I had to shout, but they did extremely well and I hope we win a prize.

Met Ahmad at White Sands, as usual he was looking at girls and I just went aiyo...If u remember (perhaps?) I promised myself and to God that I would not have any steads or anything. I only relationship I will have is with God and friends and relatives. Ahmad then ask why I was so religous!

Christians will be persecuted for their faith! WohoO! Is this something to thank the Lord for?

In the end everyone has to confess that Jesus is Lord and Saviour, even the devil knows that... The devil is a great lier, ruler of earth, but GOD IS RULER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH...The devil will meet his end soon but he has already decieved so many...

I was once controlled by the devil's things, namely Yugioh cards. I will burn them on saturday and cast these satanic things out of my life. I dun care who is going to stop me. I will burn them, tear them, step on them and make sure the devil does not control me again!

To those non believers, I say again, please open your hearts to God so that you may be saved!

Sat

2005-01-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

Today was a good day...any day is good with God in your life.

Celebrated the other Bryan's birthday and ate lotsa cake, Ian ate the most. Dragged Josh into the girls toilet.

Ate dinner with Bryan and Ian and Good Gabriel and went to play at the arcade. Left very late and sent Bryan home...

Why do so many people NOT believe in Christ? Is it that hard to accept that Jesus is the one who died for their sins? I believe with all my heart that He is the Messiah, Lord and Saviour, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Beginning and the End, Alpha and the Omega, The Almighty and I AM? Why why why do so many people walk away from the gift of salvation? Is salvation a bad thing?

This world is SO corrupted that many have been decieved by the devil to the extent that they belive what sins they commit are actually ok...They had better wake up. The end is coming soon and they will suffer if they do not accept Jesus Christ as their only Lord and Saviour!

Main fact and truth: Jesus dies for our sins on the cross. He humbled himself and came to earth to lead a sinless life and was obedient to the end, even at death! Can you tell me anyone that would actually give up their lives for our sins? He is merciful and also delivers justice. He created YOU and yet all of us have sinned against our creator. If you do not give a care about this then you will surely regret this in time to come.

I urge all of you unbelievers to think about this. Is a life that leads to an eternal one in heaven better than a life that leads to and eternal one in the fires of hell?

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE! OPEN YOUR HEARTS TO HIM AND LET HIM COME INTOYOUR LIFE!

Thursday - Fri - Sat Early Morn

2005-01-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

Thursday -

Returned to school today, got back a ton of homwork...Next week will be full of tests...One everyday...Goodness...Ran 2.4 today, didnt warm up ended up with a bad back and aching legs...Ouch...

Friday -

Had NCC training today where it was kinda hot and stuffy. Got a blister on my feet. Left halfway to brief sec 2 on the Total Defence Tsunami Play...They were behaving annoyingly and so did Hasif...Irritating guy...Went to Long John Silver to ate...Reached home at 8, very tired...Finished the script already...

Satruday Early Morn -

Going to church in 15 hours time...Looking forward to worshipping God! zzZZzz...I am tired...Cant tell?

Tuesday - Wednesday

2005-01-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

Tuesday -

On tuesday I forgot what happened...Of course not...

Tuesday...Something happened that show's God's awesome power and the plan he has for us...When I tell you what happened, you may think that it is coincidental or pure luck. I however, will always believe it was God who did what he did for reason...

To begin, we must backtrack to Monday night. Cass had free tickets to watch a movie at suntec. She didnt need a set so wanted to give me. Actaully they wanted to go on Wed but I had something on (get to that later), so I wanted to watch on Tues... I called Ahmad and arranged it. It looked like I would be going after all on Tuesday but then just before I slept he told me he couldn't, so I called it of.

The next day (Tues), I said the WL word and said sorry aloud. Someone asked me why was I doing this. I told that someone the reason. I felt good that I was trying to change. In fact I changed a lot since I got to know God...It was sad that I was trying so hard while others were saying it like everyday words (It already is becoming everyday words)...

After school, I got a sms from my mum to call her and I did. She told me a real close relative was extremely sick and was in a state where an operation could mean the difference between life and death.

Of course I was so worried and here's where God's power is shown: What would happen if I was in the movie, and I could not go away? I mean there's always a way like Oh you could leave the cinema what. But the main point is the sequence of events fell along so nicely in place. I thank God that he did not allow me to go for the movie, which could change many things in the day if i did go...

When I rushed home after lunch, I immediately went to the hospital with my mum to visit him. He looked extremely thin and sick. We prayed and things got pretty emotional with the adults... But luckily the relative is a believer, and knew his life rested in the hands of the Lord...

After visiting, we went for dinner at around 9.30 at Paragon nearby, reached home around 11 and slept...ZZzzZZ...

Wednesday-

I am thinking of visiting Uncle (The relative) tml but I dont know whether he would be in the operation room when I reach there...Not sure...

Woke up today dead tired and got to school. Got the day off to attend a Media Conference at the Ngee Ann Poly. It was illuminating experience but we got shuffled about that nobody got the workshop the wanted. The place was infested with Nanyang Girls, which kinda dominated the area...hahax...Adrianna posed the panel some interesting topic on the media which the speakers found it uneasy to answer...

When I was chatting with my friends I realised that one of them, termed X had little faith in the Lord. X felt that there were many times when she was in bad problems and God did not help her. I say again. God puts obstacles in our way for a reason! If I got my hand chopped of, it his still his will and I will NEVER EVER LOSE MY FAITH IN HIM! You must pray in times of need and ask God for his grace and mercy and to give you strength! How can you lose faith in Him, for all He has done for us? It's saddening...

On the way back, someone was disturbing me and another girl, we were seating together on the bus and someone thought I liked her and she liked me. The girl's behaviour obviously raised some eyebrows. But if you recall, I posted some time ago that relationships will be kept on a friendship basis and the only real relationship I will have is with God. Why need to like someone when you have GOD?

I am tired, tml there's still a meeting and on friday theres a training...

Jesus loves everyone!

MUST TRAIN!

2005-01-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today was ok...But one thing bothered me the most...We shall get to that later...

In geog class today, I tried the-trick-I-tried-on-Mr-Cheng a few days ago on Mr Cheng again. This time results were hilarious...

Me:Cher the bell ring already
Him: Has the bell gone already?
Me:Yes!
The Bell:RING!!!

So much for another early recess! Hahax... Found Ian and he was flinging prawns at dunno who and landed on this sec 4 girl's shirt!!! AHAHAHHA...Ok that's evil...

Drumroll...To the thing that bothered me the most...During NCC training, Praba asked me to be IC...But somehow, I screwed it up big time...I totally didnt noe what to say and had to listen to the platoon for instructions... EEE! How is it you can listen to the commands yet when it is your turn to give you are so nervous...

I resolve to train EXTREMELY hard till I can successfully give proper commands to the platoon and STOP SCREWING UP...

Discussed about the Total Defence Today where there were many hilarious ideas...Me being the IC will have to make sure the performance is good...Show what NCC can do...

On the way home I saw many people together, as in Stead together... I begin to wonder, why do people nowadays (Young Uns) get steads so early? I admit I had one during Sec 1 but now I don't and don't see how having one is good...When these Steads say they like each other, do they actually feel that? I see many steads doing those things-that-are-not-supposed-to-be-done...Do these people need love? JESUS is there for them and yet they do not come to Him...The foolishness!

I now that Jesus is always there for us and His love is a love that is no person can give us!

I LOVE JESUS! DO YOU?

There goes 3 days of sleep...

2005-01-23T13:52:00.000+08:00

Cant say I am well rested...I want to sleep but I cant seem to sleep for more than 10 hours...

Yesterday (Sat) I met up with Jared and Ian to get Issac's present. Ian went to Challengers to get something done and those people wanted him to bring his whole CPU down...That's madness! Poor Ian lost his money and had no money to eat...We bought Issac some cookies which I have always bought for people but never got a chance to eat it myself...

I bought myself a nice excellent book which I have finished reading already and will be reading it again... Is the last book of the Left Behind Series which has 12 books and I have only read one...I need to go find all 11 and finish reading the whole set. The last book, Glorious Appearing, is better than any textbook...Duh...Tells us of the Second Coming of Christ and what will happen then...Is scary at some parts, especially on how the unbelievers will be sentenced to eternity in Hell...I know I won't be in Hell, do you?

Service was the best (Every week is the best) and the message is there. During cell we did some fun stuff about our characters and other's characters...Jeff was making a lot of funny actions and his facial expressions were hilarious! I'm a DOVE, which is kinda of a softy who as Jeff says, will be the one who in a War would volunteer to get shot first...

Went for dinner and to the arcade where me and Bryan spent 2 dollars on games where we died so easily...Hahax...

We went to Pasir Ris and on the train discussed about forming a band...Hmmm...Is it a good idea?

Me and Bryan then went to the town park in Pasir Ris where we talked to this kids and were surprised by some things about them, and also how wierd and rude the young kids are these days...

[Issac's bday is on the 21/Jan, see Genesis(First chapeter in the bible) 21's title]

Elektra ain't Electric

2005-01-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today, Ben, Bryan, Ian, Jared, Aaron, Marcus, Denise, Charlene and I went to PS to watch a movie...It was ok...Not too bad...

I slept for 10 hours which is excellent, did all my homework then got ready to go out. I went to Bryan's house first to meet up with him and Aaron, and boy, Bobby has GROWN since the last time I saw him, guess Ian's fear is reasonable, but of course why fear a dog...Hahax...

Took the train to Dhoby Ghaut to meet the others, they were all seating there like some gang members...hahax...Went to buy the tickets, ate KFC and went to play World Combat...Made it kinda far and BRYAN was solo shooting near the end...I used around 17 bucks which is ok for a trip to PS...

After the movie Bryan ran to the loo and so did I...ZOOM like Elektra...Bryan was jumping on Ian like some assasin...Copy Elektra...First it was Spiderman now Elektra, but of course he will always be Spiderman to us...

Going out with them is somehow always better than anyone...Is so much fun together...Having fellowship...Hahax...Tired still, I think I will permanantly tired...zzZZzz

I CAN SLEEEEEPPPPP!!!

2005-01-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

YES I CAN FINALLY SLEEP!!! SLEEP!!! SLEEP!!! And then wake up at 9...I will have to study from 930-1100, then 1130-1300, then go meet Bryan Ian Ben Jared for MOVIE...YEHAA!!!

Today was good, IT WAS EXCELLENT!

Last night I prayed, ask God to help me find my Ezlink. Today, the office calls and YES! THEY FOUNF MY CARD!!! God is good isn't he?

You might say that is pure luck and coincidental, but all these are created by God too...So credit all goes to Him!!! This is a good proof of God's power and grace..Though it is on a small scale, it is still proof...

Went to TM to buy see things with Teddy who is a bit blind somehow...Well can't blame him...Hahax...Ate KFC and I was stuffed...Was siffering from stomachache this morning till noon and of course the Dunman toilets are not usable, no toilet paper all the time...SSS anyone? So I had to go to TM's "Happy Toilet"...True it did make me feel happy...hahax...

Went home and slacked the day true...Hope tml goes on well...

Remedial...

2005-01-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

(Said WL today...EEE...that's the one so diff to kick...)

I am tired...No surprise...I am a bit unlucky, haven't found my Ezlink...

Ok day...Of course there was so much fun in class...2 hours of Cheng...That is sian...Seems many people getting sick, some went home yesterday, one today...One absent, one snorting away with a block nose (me)... Well hope everyone gets well...

In class I did something real wierd. Mr Cheng asked Whether the recess bell has rung yet, and I shout aloud Long ago lor...Then he rushes to finish the lesson and releases us. When we got down to the canteen the bell rang...Poor cher...I feel so sorry...

I failed my maths test...I could have passed, at least 7/10, but there was no time, and yeah I was kinda mixed up...How is it whenever u make a mistake and u know the correct answer u think:"EEE...I could have gotten it right?" Ah well...Learn from mistakes...

After school also had photo taking which was kinda absurb with the uncle saying "Where's the tresurer? No money no photo..." Silly guy...

After today, I know better than to get into a relationship that WONT last...The only relationship I will one to have is one with friends and family and of course GOD!!! WOOHOO!!!

Suay...

2005-01-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

I am tired, itchy and UNLUCKY...

Got over 10 mosquito bites...Scratch Scratch... Tired...Not enough sleep...Can tell? UNLUCKY!!! Dropped my Ezlink with 20 bucks in it!!! If anyone finds it, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tag the board or report it to the Dunman School Office. It's in a cardboard cover that has a whale on it...PLEASE!!! THANKS!!!

Today was ok, overslept though...By 10 mins...Hahax...School was fun, lots of glue and powder. Met Ahmad, go eat lunch go White Sands, here I am now...Wierd, the sun sets at SO LATE! Excellent...Light is good...But the sky looks menacing...

OK bye bye...Hope I find my Ezlink...

2 WHOLE HOURS!

2005-01-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

(Confession: Said WL one time today, nearly said S*X today. Hope won't tml...)

I have spent my whole week in Dunman, and will be doing that until Thursday...

Yesterday (Sunday), Dunman opened its big fat iron gates to the big fat iron public for a big fat iron Carnival/Concert/Bazzar. NCC Air people, actually only 10, turned up to help, and we spent some time before that in the bazzaar...The main highlight was the best! The Dunking Machine! Of course it was not complete without some people namely...MR BERNARD! YEEES!!!

But of course to dunk this great figure, we would have to bid. The highest bidder went up to $50 to try to dunk him 3 times...Well Mr Bernard, it's all in the name of charity. Jeffrey turned up in some funny flat hair and was shouting occasionally...How fun...

When the fun died down, everyone including NCC had to get ready for the concert. We had to just patrol the school from 8-9, but at least I got to watch the show from 7-8. Shiek Hiekal or how you spell it, came and began rapping...Dunno sounds blur larx...

While doing duty for the last mins, the VP turned up and was somehow shocked we were still standing. So being the kind, motherly woman she was, chased us all home. Well if she was kinder, she could have let us of the morning on monday...Too bad... Went with the NCC guys to eat dinner at around 10, and in the bus made a lot of noise when S'pore won...So fun! I was getting a little ill then, and had no appetite...Relax...Is only temporal...I shall be eating a lot still, so sad lar Su Su...

When I got home it was already 1045? When I wanted to go sleep, Ahmad Goh called...And I got onto the bed at 12...

BUT!!! THE MOSQUITOES ATTACKED AND I SPENT 4 HOURS OF MY 6 HOUR "SLEEP TIME" SWATTING THEM AWAY! SO THATS WHY I SLEPT FOR 2 HOURS...

Today, went to school half dead, got shouted at because I was looking at a book cover during english lesson, nearly lost my ezlink card, bought waffles, got home, ahmad call, go White Sands, eat shoot and leaves (Panda)...

Got home and sleep for 1 hour...Felt SO good...Ah well...Waiting for thursday...

Bye Bye, goodnight, don't let the mosquitoes bite...God Bless...